Cero Miedo: No Fear. I'm staying. PLEASE READ.

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First of all, it looks like Rinji, my original stalker, :iconrinjipantera:, who had his account banned for the same bullshit Espada is doing, created a second account, :iconrinji-pantera:.  And it seems like, in record time, that account got banned as well.  I'm just prefacing this journal with this information because I know it'll piss Espada off to know I was right.

As always.

So, other than doing a meme to get a badge, I've been talking a step back for a few weeks since originally announcing that I can't stay on Deviantart anymore.  Partially because my stalker, Espada, has been ramping up his efforts to get me for his own and separate me from my friends so he can have me all to himself.  Multiple new friends of mine have had him making requests immediately after I made them, and one just as recently as a couple of hours ago was a victim of Espada's when he demanded to send the guy notes about how nasty and evil I am, without even being courteous enough to thank someone for doing his request.

And from what I've read, apparently part of this is a scam to get people to buy his tracings.  So if Espada contacts you, wait and see how long it takes after bad-mouthing me before he starts talking about money and points.

He got caught.  He got stupid, and he got caught.  And now everybody knows what kind of a manipulative person he is.

He got caught tricking someone he hated into being a friend of his for months.  He spent effort and time out of his real life to manipulate someone he hated for months.  He currently manipulates my friends into trying to leave me, and I have documented proof of this.

I'm Espada's obsession.  He can't stop thinking about me.

He loves me.

I'm a Democrat, I support gay marriage, but I'm personally not gay.  And he can't understand that, apparently, so he has to go all tsundere/yandere on me.  And since he doesn't have the guts to do it to me personally, he has to manipulate my friends.

My friends who, by the way, are smart enough to catch you in your bullshit and tell me what you've done rather than believe your bullshit.

I had other people I needed to call out with what I was going to say, as you notice the journal about my yandere was a part one.

I needed to call out the Walfas Station Wagon, but it seems that the recent racist and sexist things out of that camp, combined with the horrible treatment of people like :iconbarbakki: who stand up to them, are kind of hastening the demise of its own camp.

I needed to call out :iconcatstuxedo: for making an epic promise that he said he'd hold on to, and this is an exact quote, "no matter what", and then took the coward's way out in a way that was meant for me to never find out why, and his history of psychological issues including how he once blocked me because I suggested that a friend of his who disappeared during an online conversation hadn't deserted him forever, and when that friend came back, CT refused to apologize.

I had some random shit to say about bronies as well, although I think it was just an excuse to use the term "cloptacular".

But I took a little time away.  Or rather I was forced to because 1) of the mandatory overtime, and 2) because my antivirus contract had run out, and I was deciding whether or not to go with another company.

I think the thing that keeps me sane is that what I do online has absolutely no effect on what my real life is like.  Regardless of what happens online, I still go to work, I still cash my paychecks, I still go to church, I still go shopping, I still follow politics, I still enter tournaments, etc.  It's a very stable and very offline life, and it's been great so far, especially over the last few months now I know where my next meal and my next rent check are coming from.

I can hold off on working on my story for weeks at a time, and it doesn't effect my real life.  And people here seem to understand.  I don't have to force myself to work on American Phantasmagoria in fears of upsetting my fans.

My friends are willing to give me a heads up when something bad is about to go down, including dealing with my stalker when, after literally years of wasting his life on me, he still continues to attempt to get into my pants by isolating me from everyone I know.

:iconespadadeloscuro: has wasted several years of his life trying to get rid of me, and get me all to himself.  He spend every waking moment obsessing about me, apparently, considering how far he's willing to go to manipulate my friends.

On the other hand, if I can just hammer out a journal like this on a weekend, just to pass the time between downloads of speedruns and let's plays, it'll set him off for months.

So I feel like I have to stay now.  I feel like things I've been talking about for a long time are finally coming to light.  The WSW is crumbling, and even SDV, the person who started the whole shit by accusing me of plagarism without showing any evidence, is getting upset with the WSW, not to mention the whole Dangon Ronpa 2 debacle unfolding right now.  I'm starting to make some really good friends here (who I'm not going to name because I don't want them to become targets for Espada).  And now, thanks to the 15 years meme, all of Deviantart knows (as my list was one of the first ever posted for the meme in the wee hours of the morning) what kind of evil this person is.

And you can't give up from evil.

So I have to stay.

I don't have to stay 24/7, I can take as much time off as I want, but I have to stay.

Because the light I've been trying to shine for the last few years is finally coming through, especially concerning how Rinji's second account got banned in record time, and the WSW is collapsing barring another "anti-bullying campaign" from Spaztique.

So I'm changing my name yet again.  WBL Cero Miedo, obviously, is a Pentagon Jr. reference.  But it's also a new philosophy.  Because nobody here can hurt me.  Nobody here can affect or effect my real life.  No matter how deep the daggers cut, no matter how evil people can get, you have no bearing on my real life situation whatsoever.  And that knowledge, that understanding, that realization is gonna allow me to go out and be a lot more honest with a lot more people.

Because real life is going fucking great.  And there's nothing any of you haters can do to stop that.

It's a new day.  It's no fear.  It's Cero Miedo.

And it's time to break some fucking arms.

PS: I don't plan on buying another subscription, however.  That's a completely different rant.
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vectorRide's avatar
Good to see you're staying.

This should also be good for Espada, because he's being banned in record time.  Why I say that is that it should give him time to reflect on what is actually important to him and move on with his own life.  Something he's been unable to do for many years because he's been focused on you.